Reestablishing contact
Alright, I have finally done it.
I just sent a message to him through Friendster. Yah, might seem like peanuts, but it definitely meant a great deal to me!
It's not as if I haven't done it before. I have nothing to lose. The Internet is so faceless and emotionless. He might not reply, but at least I know I gave it a try.
Maybe there was a sign for me NOT to message him. Because just as I was about to do so last nght, my whole desktop shut off by itself. Fuck! There seems to be another boot failure again and I am keeping my fingers crossed that the hardware is still intact :(
I defied the signs. I know me. There is a "window period" whereby I have all the courage, beyond which I would start having second thoughts about doing things.
I would probably regret it later, but heck! at least I have sent the message out, so it won't do me any good to leave any room for regrets!
I just sent a message to him through Friendster. Yah, might seem like peanuts, but it definitely meant a great deal to me!
It's not as if I haven't done it before. I have nothing to lose. The Internet is so faceless and emotionless. He might not reply, but at least I know I gave it a try.
Maybe there was a sign for me NOT to message him. Because just as I was about to do so last nght, my whole desktop shut off by itself. Fuck! There seems to be another boot failure again and I am keeping my fingers crossed that the hardware is still intact :(
I defied the signs. I know me. There is a "window period" whereby I have all the courage, beyond which I would start having second thoughts about doing things.
I would probably regret it later, but heck! at least I have sent the message out, so it won't do me any good to leave any room for regrets!
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