In a nostalgic mood

Ok.. Feeling better today. I was so disappointed last night that I woke up this morning still feeling terrible! How bad is that!

Heard Stef's "害怕" over the radio while we were out shopping yesterday. How appropriate it was, for us to hear the song together when this song harboured such significance for us not too long ago.. Well, I would say it still harbours some significance for me till this day...

忘 我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長
想 我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片一起靜止的模樣
我學著堅強
堅強到不用學著不想 學著遺忘
還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
還是害怕不經意地聽見你的消息
然而當愛已經沈澱得太清晰
當擁有已經是失去 就勇敢的放棄
還是會害怕一個人時就很難忘記
還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
然而當愛最後的出口是分離
我會這麼相信 走下去

One of my favourite Yan Zi songs! Each line is so meaningful!

How many times have I tried to put you out of my mind only for your memories to come flooding my heart again?

當擁有已經是失去 就勇敢的放棄

How true, but so cruel too......... Shoots me back to reality...

Ignore me... I am in one of my sentimental moods again.. thinking about the past again. It happens, though not as frequently now.