Missed opportunities

Why do I always miss seeing him online??

Sometimes I think it is just so silly.. spending so much time online just to see if he comes on.. And I should be studying now...

Come to think of it, could he have been on privacy mode?? I hate myself for feeling so fidgety.. and to think I was still telling SM on tues that I would concentrate more on my studies!! But I badly want to talk to him leh.. Help!!

Gotta go to school tomorrow for project meetings. Didn't hear anything about him saying he was going to school tomorrow. But I hope I can see him.

drained~