Thursday, October 20, 2005

Spring cleaning

Switched mobile phones with my Mum two nights ago and I was looking through my list of contacts and keying in the missing ones.

I noticed that I have accumulated a rather substantial list of contacts over the years. I have to admit that there are some names which I have absolutely no recollection of - who they are and why their numbers are there.

I have 2 simple caller groups too -- Friends and family. Family is a no-brainer. But the friends group? There probably needs to be some sifting through and filtering involved to determine who are the "privileged few" to qualify as "friends".

Under the "Friends" category, there are mobile numbers of past project group mates. Which means to say, even though we were very close during those few weeks of project discussions and meetings, the phone conversations were only exchanged during those few weeks. Qualify as friends?

And then there are those "friends" from primary/secondary days. Not very close then, not too close now either. We exchanged numbers for "memory's sake".

Under the "category-less category", there are numbers of estate agents, customers, recruitment consultants etc. Their names were essential because I needed their help then.

Of course, there are names that I do not have the heart to delete even though I may have only called the number once or I do not contact them now, or their numbers may have changed. They are just there, just to be within my view.

After a thorough decision-making process, most of the names were spared from being deleted. For the handful that were deleted, it took me a long time for me to decide to press the "delete" button.

So much for "spring-cleaning" my contact list.

This little exercise also made me wonder how many phones/organizers have my number on it.

Have you done a little spring cleaning on your contact list yet?

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Eat grass

Imagine a table of 10 guests at a wedding banquet tucking into a tableful of dishes.

The 10 guests are divided up into 2 groups. One group of four is entitled to the sharks fins, the seafood and other expensive food. The other group of six is only entitled to the "cheapo" food - the chicken, vegetables, tofu etc.

Now consider this situation. Two more people join this already crowded table and together, they are entitled to the chicken that originally belonged to the group of six. What is the group of six left with? Only tofu and vegetables.

New (and drastic) measures are possibly going to be in place at work wef Monday. And the above analogy, albeit very silly, describes this situation perfectly. I think I am going to "jia4 cao4" (literally means "eat grass" in Hokkien, meaning to be left with only the scraps) very soon.

How can I ever survive?

Friday, October 14, 2005

Grow up lah

Yeah, you are not angry with me; you are just angry with the whole situation. Or so you claim.

I am angry with the whole situation too. From the very first day I came over.

All my expectations came tumbling down with what I observed from the first day. And it sure doesn't add any form motivation to someone who is taking on a "real" job straight after university.

But do you see my public displays of annoyance and displeasure? No. Was there really a need for you to display your displeasure so publicy?

I wish I could change the situation, but I am in no power to do so. So before there can be any improvements to this situation, please just LEAVE ME ALONE. I just want to do my work well.

I am pissed.


Monday, October 03, 2005

Realization

Second week at the branch, and so far so good. I am still trying to understand all the complex documentation but other than that, everything else is a-ok.

My colleagues are nice, but frankly speaking, I hope to be able to maintain a strictly professional relationship with them. We already spend so many hours together 5 and 1/2 days a week; I wish I could have some "me-family-friends" time. Everything came too fast too furious.. dinner plus KTV on Friday plus birthday celebration at Marriot Hotel next Saturday... Too fast too furious.. But I guess this is mandatory socializing :(

I know of people who are already getting on my nerves with their behaviour, and I do sense that wee bit of office politics from the seemingly incessant bitching around the office...

What a warm welcome to the corporate world.